cikawin

April 29, 2008

doaku…doamu…cinta~!

Filed under: Uncategorized — awin-9701 @ 9:45 pm and

"Sesungguhnya jika Allah mencintai seorg hamba maka Dia tenggelamkan hamba itu dalam cubaan. Barangsiapa yang tidak pernah mengalami musibah maka ia jauh daripada kasih sayangNya…"

Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu, Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu, Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lEbih Baik Untukmu. Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun…Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya.

Kiranya Tiada Cinta Insani Untukku, Cukuplah Cinta Allah Menjadi Penyuluh Hidupku, Kelak Akan Ada CINTA Untukku..Dari Insan Yang Menyintai Allah..Sebagaimana Cintaku TerhadapNya.

p/s: copy-paste drp comment tim kepada "seseorang"….

opss…jangan marah, jangan cubit, jangan jeling awin, tim~!

hehehe…maka, aku terpana pada redup sinar matamu, tim..

uhuk3…

‘biarlah, andai nasibku malang di dunia, aku tak mahu nasib ku malang di sana, di hadapanMu, Tuhan…aku redha. aku tahu. cinta di dunia hanya setitis nikmat cinta syurgawi..dan cintaMu cinta teragung..aku ciptaan yang merindu Penciptaku…"

April 28, 2008

perjalanan….mengajarku…erti….uhuk2..

Filed under: Uncategorized — awin-9701 @ 7:26 am and

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Ku tadah tangan,

Ku bukakan hati…

Mencari redhaMu, Ilahi….

Terbakar mentari,

Termamah usia,

Ku gagahi jua..

-bukit larut, taiping-

ada sekeping gambar,yg saya sgt suke..

tajuknya-

"ye adik2, waktu maghrib sudah tiba~!!"

hehehe…sila lihat gambar di bawah…

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pict: cikawin at batu feringgi, penang.

agaknya, tajuk blog ni kena tukar kut…

"cuti2 malaysia edisi cikawin"

hehe..

Malaysia, bumi bertuahku…

ingin ku jelajahi bumi mu..

ku telusuri sejarah mu..

ku tatapi keindahan mu..

ku kagumi kepelbagaian mu..

kerana engkau anugerah Ilahi buatku..

keluargaku..dan bangsaku..

*gambar2 berjalan2 ini diambil, ketika cikawin masih demam…

hehehe…syukur ada antibiotik,ubat dan doa…uhuk2…

April 24, 2008

you are…

Filed under: Uncategorized — awin-9701 @ 3:11 am and

You are strong… when you take your grief and teach it to smile.

You are brave… when you overcome your fear and help others to do the same.

You are happy… when you see a flower and are thankful for the blessing.

You are loving… when your own pain does not blind you to the pain of others.

You are wise… when you know the limits of your wisdom.

You are true… when you admit there are times you fool yourself.

You are alive… when tomorrow’s hope means more to you than yesterday’s mistake.

You are growing… when you know what you are but not what you will become.

You are free… when you are in control of yourself and do not wish to control others.

You are honorable… when you find your honor is to honor others.

You are generous… when you can take as sweetly as you can give.

You are humble… when you do not know how humble you are.

You are thoughtful… when you see me just as I am and treat me just as you are.

You are merciful… when you forgive in others the faults you condemn in yourself.

You are beautiful… when you don’t need a mirror to tell you.

You are rich… when you never need more than what you have.

You are you… when you are at peace with who you are not.

this is just a repost. not my original writing..

but as popeye say it "i am who i am" so,

cikawin is who cikawin is….

hehehe…..

you are sweet…when you smile your bleeding heart away..

April 20, 2008

terasa dekat..

Filed under: Uncategorized — awin-9701 @ 10:03 pm and

bila sedih, ada penghibur..

bila terleka, ada teguran..

bila terlupa, ada peringatan..

bila tertawa, ada manisnya…

bila tersenyum, ada indahnya…

bila sunyi, ada teman2…

bila sakit, ada penawarnya..

bila terasa jauh…

Ya Allah, terasa dekat rahmatMu…

April 11, 2008

mata kena tumbuk?

Filed under: Uncategorized — awin-9701 @ 2:32 am and

Cimg4636_1 at the age of ‘almost’ 24y/o, aku baru 1st time nak blaja make up. itu pun diofer oleh amy, my bm student…amy yg baik hati…hehe..so, aku pon join la…

pict: me&Jill (mum of 4 cute kids). b4 our ‘art’ class..

(muka cikawin pucat sket sbb malam sblm tu tido at 3pm..huhu..)

date: 9 mac 08

venues: umah amy yg best, gelugorCimg4637

time: 3pm. minum2 dlu, baru ehem2…

pict: Jill, Amy & kak Jiha. di tempat kejadian.

so, slps beberapa puluh minit, maka siaplah kami dimekap dan memekapkan diri. kinda funny sbb i’m terrible with this kind of stuff..lagi pun, not really confident with myself. what if i wanna try to make smokey eyes, but turn out to be punched eyes…hehe..

but cikawin yg ^never giv up^, did try..view this pict of the result…

Cimg4653pict: me, kak jiha n amy.. tak mo letak gambar dekat2 …

apa pun, aku rasa macam lebih konfiden dgn diri aku yg tanpa mekap. natural beauty kot..nyeh3…(perasankah aku?) but, i really like my eyes after amy applied some eye shadow n mascara. nampak besar je..padan la terasa luas je pemandangan, Alhamdulillah aku dikurniakan mata yg besar…(tu pun dok asik tersadung sana cini…si comot~!)  mungkin ada mata org lain yg lebih baik n cantik. tp aku tetap bersyukur dgn kurniaanNya…

secantik mana pun lps mekap, aku rasa kalau bukan kerana wajah yg asli diciptaNya, takkan cantik juga..

insaf…kecantikan x kekal,ia milikNya…dan Dia lah yang Maha Cantik dan Indah…kerana itulah kita yg diciptakanNya juga indah… tp aku x lupa, hiasan yang terbaik di dunia, adalah wanita solehah…huhu.. akukah? engkaukah? diakah? merekakah? apa pun, berusahalah kita menjadi almar’ah assolehah

Awin

pict: cikawin dan pokok buluh blkg lab..

April 9, 2008

kata cikawin

Filed under: Uncategorized — awin-9701 @ 10:56 am and

Sufiah Yusof

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Sufiah Yusof aka Shilpa Lee (born 1985) is a prostitute and former math prodigy from Britain.

The administration of former Malaysian Prime Minister Dr Mahathir Mohamad had viewed Sufiah as the perfect eugenics ideal, in contrast to the Malay Dilemma of genetic shortcomings.

Biography

Sufiah Yusof first made headlines in 1997 when she gained entry into St. Hilda’s College, Oxford University to read mathematics at the age of 13.[1][2] Her father Farooq Yusof was a pioneer in the scientifically unproven tutoring process called hothousing.

Despite being a British national, the Malaysian government had generously stepped in to meet her educational expenses[3], although it was known that her Pakistani-born father had incurred criminal convictions for mortgage-related frauds. She was lionized as a model Islamic prodigy by the Malaysian public due to her mother’s national origins.

In 2001, she ran away from her student flat in Oxford, after taking her final examination paper for the academic year.[4] She was found working as a waitress in a Bournemouth Internet cafe two weeks later, but refused to return home, alleging that her parents made life difficult for her at home.[5] She stayed with a foster family instead.

Two years later, she returned to Oxford to complete her undergraduate master, but failed to finish the year. She later married a trainee lawyer from Oxford. She was working at the time as an administrative assistant for a construction company. Her marriage ended after 13 months.

Sufiah’s father Farooq pleaded guilty in April 2008 over charges of "indecently assaulting two 15-year-old girls while working as a personal tutor."[6] He had previously promised "more Sufiahs" along a production-line process utilizing hothousing techniques.

In March 2008, a reporter working undercover for the News of the World found her advertising as a prostitute quoting a rate of £130 an hour.[7][8] One of her friends described her change of fortunes as "desperately heartbreaking", adding that "her gift [for mathematics] really has been a curse".[9]

The Malaysian government is now planning an ambitious "Save Sufiah Programme" to rehabilitate Sufiah and "return her to the right path."[10]

Malay Community Association of United Kingdom began funds to support ‘Love Suffiah’ Campaign. A delegation from Malaysia headed by Ustaz Trimizi Zainal will depart Malaysia on 19th April to treat Sufiah using Islamic Medical practice, as they believe she is under the influence of black magic.[11]

^cikawin says^:

‘Sedih tatkala aku membacanya, dan meletakkan diri aku sebagai seorg rakyat malaysia, juga seorg muslim.’

aku berdoa, juga berharap…

agar tanah tumpah air ku aman dan makmur..

juga bebas,

dari keputusan kurang bijak,

maksiat, penindasan, kemunduran dan pembaziran..

(cikawin,23/03/2008)

dan mungkin juga,lebih tepat, drp kebodohan.

pertolongan boleh diberi, tapi jgn sampai maruah bangsa, negara n islam diinjak. negara diperli, di atas.

(opss, cikawin sensitif pasal islam, m’sia dan melayu… don’t mess wif me..)

ramai lagi org yg memerlukan dan menghulur tangan minta dibantu. menggapai2 tangan mengharap pertolongan. seperti biasa, keputusan kurang bijak diambil. aku cakap camtu kenapa? sbb bantuan diberi (berusaha diberi) kepada yg x mau dibantu. 

"Allah takkan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum kecuali mereka berusaha mengubahnya"

tentang sufiah, apa aku nak cakap: itu pilihan hidup dia. dan dia x pilih cara hidup paling bijak dan selamat (Islam Is The Way Of Life), walaupun dia bijak math. dgn semua rumus dan persamaan yg dia master, dia x dapat "menilai" harga sebuah kehidupan- dunia dan akhirat.  apatah lagi membandingkan keduanya. opss, cikawin rabun math. hehehe…

patut la kita belajar, ‘manusia yang paling bijak adalah org yg sentiasa mengingati mati’, sebab apa, dia dapat menilai kehebatan dan kebesaran ganjaran Allah yg menanti di akhirat sana, x pnah dan x kan sama dgn keseronokan dunia, yg semua org tau-hanya sementara..org2 ini, memilih jalan hidup yang lebih bijak. semua org ada masalah, cikawin pun ada masalah. cuma yg membezakan kita ialah bagaimana kita menghadapinya…tiada alasan utk rosakkan diri kerana masalah. memang perlu cari duit, tapi..

matlamat tak menghalalkan cara~!

aku doakan, jalan yg lurus buat dia. kita x layak menghukum atau menghina, kerana sejarah membuktikan bahawa pelacur juga seorg islam selagi dia beriman. dan selagi pintu taubat belum tertutup, taubat seorg pelacur juga diterima.

Islam itu Indah.

tapi ini bukan alasan untuk terus melakukan dosa dan maksiat..

peringatan utk cikkawin ku dan semua yg membaca..

maaf atas post ni yg mungkin menyentuh sensitiviti sesiapa yg membaca. aku tau apa yg aku cakap ada benar dan tidaknya. ambil yg jernih buang yg keruh.

check la sendiri:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sufiah_Yusof

err, boikot wikipedia..nyeh3….

April 8, 2008

gua tempurung..

Filed under: Uncategorized — awin-9701 @ 9:26 am and

Ahad lepas, aku telah hampir2 berjaya men’dislocated’kan tempurung kepala lutut aku…huhu~!

nak tau kenapa, aku telah dengan rela hati join (TeMaN sebenaqnya) kakak aku pi gua tempurung. dia dah ajak aku lama dah,aku asik jawab, tengoklah…(err, jawapan standard la kan). tp sbb last minit member2 dia kansel, then yg tinggal hanya 2 org pempuan cantik dan hampir2 dibatalkan trip ni, maka aku telah menjadi ^wonder woman bukit merah^, yang terbang dengan savvy kelabu untuk menyelamatkan keadaan. menyelamatkan trip ni…bleh kata la kan…kang frust lak deme tuh..hehehe…

so, dipendekkan citer, gua tempurung mmg mencabar minda dan fizikal. say any challenge a cave might offer u, and gua tempurung have it all. sliding through some slippery rocks, crawling in water under the caverock, jalan itik, merangkak bewak dalam air, even meraba dalam gelap sebab torchlight rosak- masuk air dan merasa macam mana la idop ala2 kelawar and org zaman dulu2 dalam gua yg amat gelap. fuh~!! mmg mencabar…

kalo nak compare gua niah n gua tempurung, hm…camne nak cakap ye? dua2 ada stalagtite  n stalagmite yg ^subhanallah^wow^ sangat cantik unik n macam2 bentuk. kalo trek gua niah ada binaan macam titi yg memudahkan pelawat, gua tempurung pun ada gak. cuma di gua tempurung kitorg amik pakej grand tour, which means kitorg masuk dalam gua, betul2 masuk gua dalam ertikata sebenar. kena merangkak, terjun lubang gua, slide, n at some times, ouch…kepala atau belakang tercucuk dengan batu2 kapur yg tajam tuh…how to say it eh? but i think gua tempurung offered me more challanges, but niah was a great tour too.

aku cakap je korg bleh imagine, tapi kalo nak feel sendiri, just drive all the way to ipoh and then go to gopeng. spend rm22 for the grand tour and haf fun! hehehe…cakap macam senang je kan? tp paling penting torchlight (kalo bleh head lamp) and a suitable dark attire. kawan aku cakap pakai baju yg rasa macam nak buang sbb nanti kalo dah kotor sgt (belemoih kata org kmpg aku), tak la rasa ralat sangat…ye la kot..huhu..yg aku plak pi pakai tudung yg baru beli minggu lepas, aih…terkebil2 la mata tengok. tp dah basuh, ok kot.. hehe..but, gua tempurung have added another reason for me to visit ipoh..ya..really.

gambar? ada la sket.. banyak x jadi, sebab it was really dark in there lagi pun, jarang kuarkan camera sbb x cukup tangan nak pegang sana sini. takut jatuh, tergelincir or terhantuk. so, kena ada tangan free..

*pict: sis, me, kak ninie n abeli (my cousin)Dscn0004_1

so, skang aku dah balik usm. tak pg meeting, sbb- adoi…sakit bahu, peha. ni la akibatnya org malas exercise. dah tu, main taram ja masuk gua. tak warm up..badan pun dah naik sket, beberapa kg…hahaha…padan muka. skang tengah nak siapkan keja yang melambak nih…tp, maintain relax..nyeh3…

ops, lupa nak cakap, aku dah sign up nak join kelas kraf, dengan wonder clay. so, nantikan hasil kerja tangan aku yg akan menggegarkan dunia… =p

pict: conquerer of the dark paths…hehehe.Cimg4599_2 

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