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i came back to usm. hoping to start my work as soon as possible..but, what can we do.. harapkan panas sampai ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari…er, tengah hari buta atau rembang la kot. sbb besanya time tu org expect mesti panas terik..

what happened, the usual stomach ache turned out to be a gastric strike. followed with fever and a bad headache..two days i ‘hospitalized’ myself in my room. taking all the medicine givin by the doctor (can’t believe myself eating those tablets-i don’t like medicine….) and eat healthily..rice porridge.. always a favourite every now and then.

i remembered when i was kid..i don’t like to eat vegetables. actually me and my youngest brother. what my mum did, she cooked rice porridge and put a lot of vegetables. the vege was cut into very-very small pieces, which unable us to pick them one by one, to put them aside. it was hard,you know..to swallow those small vege..until now, i’m still picky about vege..i love some of green leaves, but others i don’t even touch them.

i also remember, how me and my lil bro were tricked to eat spinach. mum said, this is the vege poppeye eat. trusted her..i swallow them even the taste is weird (i still think vege tastes weird- green leaves, you know) so, spinach was the only vege i eat when i was small…..well, who don’t want to be strong? i yam who i yam…rite?

but, now Alhamdulillah…i can get back to lab. after all, gastric is a silent friend. they love to visit us..hehe..

kifarah tarbiah dari Ilahi…
redha lah aku, apa adanya…

"Thanks Allah for all the gifts,
Thanks everyone who are the gift.."
<awin>

today is the 11th day of aidilfitri. i just returned to USM last night, which means i spend 10 days of hari raya at home. a total of 2 weeks of holiday- if we include the  pre-raya holiday. hehehe…as expected,right…but still, i forced myself to return here, bcos being home for a long time, i became ‘naik lemak’, ‘malas’ and ‘penyegan’….hehe..if i didn’t do so, i think maybe right now i’m still at home. kept saying to myself, if you don’t return to usm, then your lab work will never finish..

even today, i have no mood to start my labwork..such a girl~!

but, like it or not, malas or rajin…i must start my work..i knew that, and i conciously believe that if i don’t start it now, i have to wait until forever to finish it..

if you can’t fly, run. if you can’t run, walk. if you can’t walk, crawl..
but, by all means- KeeP MovinG!!

well, welcome back to usm, dear myself!!!

From good, let’s make it better, ‘improvement girl’..

the big day is around the corner again..i’m going home today, and i will stay at my parents house until hari raya. a long holiday…ya, i guess so..

some might ask, why you take such a long holiday..don’t you have lots of labwork?  well, my soul and my thought is not in usm anymore..(such a girl…) i can’t concentrate on my work and i feel a bit heartbroken. i searched for the solution here and there, and i believe i will go home to find it…

after all, a family is where you belong. they’re always there. even looking at your parents’ face, you’ll gain ‘pahala’..so, it is where i should be now..

the feeling of ‘balik kampung’ is not as excited as sudirman’s song- ‘balik kampung’. because this time i drive home. used to be taking buses or flight before. so, the feeling is a bit unusual.. but don’t worry, this time i’ll bring a friend as a companion. so i won’t fall asleep while driving like last time..

ramadhan: the big bargain month is coming to an end  in a few days. why big bargain..? simple.. if you see ‘pahala’ like an earning, it means that in this month you will earn a lot. so, hurry up. grab the chances. nobody know whether we can make it to the next ramadhan or not…

to be going back, i can feel that the frequency of me writing this blog will drop drastically. (from once in a few days, to errr…none! for a week or two..heheh…) once i reach my home, there’s a lot
of agenda to do. shopping, making raya biscuits, helping out my mother,
etc..so,i’ll be a bit busy..

dear friends, salam aidilfitri.
maaf zahir & batin..
syukran jazilan wa khairan kathiran for everything..

see you..
May Allah accept our ibadah..

hehehe…kucin pun sambut raya,tau..
p/s: jgn main mercun ye adik2…

a smile,
we don’t feel any pain, but we gain a lot..
we give and share the pleasure,
a small deed, but may be meaningful for others,
a smile,
might be a sunshine for someone’s dawn..
or a splash of colour for somebody’s dull canvas..
a smile means a lot..
more than words can say…

why, smile? you may ask…the answer is simple. there was a time, a few days ago.. sadness fill up my small little heart..feeling alone,so sad and heartbroken, like nothing is going to be OK again, i drive my car to the lab. my daily routine, to go to lab and strive hard to be ‘rajin’ enough to do my labwork. somehow, that day, i wasn’t in a good mood. em..

the journey was short, but thanks Allah..during that short period of time, i passed by a few of my good friends..inside their own car, they wave, they smile and that was so wonderful.they lifted up my mood just with their smiles, and they said nothing to me. only smile…it was like a Zap! to reality…hellooo…you’re not alone. you share this world with other people, and they’re willing enough to share bits of happiness with you..Alhamdulillah..the brotherhood in islam, or i can say the sisterhood in islam is so beautifull. thanks Allah again, that i am able to be a part of this big family..

a friend once told me this, and i want to share it with everyone who read this blog..

"in this life, it means a lot to be thankful..
thankful for those who hurt you; for they made you stronger..tougher..
thankful for people who left you; for they taught you to stand on your own feet..
thankful for the lies, as these made you more knowledgeable..
and thankful for the ones that stay by your side;for because of them you’re not alone…"

subarashiki love and life…. wonderful love and life. hehe…

thanks,my dear friends for your sweet smiles..i wish i can do the same too…for everyone!

 SMILE!!!

i’m such a girl..wonder how can i fall asleep for seconds while i was driving..(terlelap sat..) that idea frightens me..but it did happen..huhu..few times. i’m no perfect driver, but never imagine i can be this bad. driving alone, hungry and tired..well, it sure leads to this nice and comfortable sleepy feeling..plus the nice, cold air conditioner, well if i really can sleep, that would be wonderful, but yet i have to struggle to stay awake…sigh~!

when i fall asleep, and reopen my eyes, guess what i saw..a big lorry..ya, a  lorry.. maybe that’s the best medicine for my sleepy disease..

well, the prophet once said, "life is like a journey, sooner or later we’ll leave". so, be prepared in each journey, don’t end up sleeping in the journey me. the outcome may be disastrous…we drive our own car, and we take responsibility for ourselves.. people say- paddle your own canoe.  but i still like to think of cars. hehehe…that’s where i come out with- drive your own car~!

Alhamdulillah, i’m still alive to be able to write this..already miss my home..but no worry, it won’t be too long until i return for hari raya..

cheers!